Golden Ruby Publishing
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By lINDA CROWLEY
Me, Ruby, & GOD
A Journal of Spiritual Growth
I believe in angels, as long as the TV is playing.
I believe in ghosts, at least while the movie is showing.
I believe in hobbits, while I read Tolkein.
And I believe in God, the Almighty Father,
in Jesus his only begotten Son,
and in the Holy Spirit.
At least on Sundays.
I am uncomfortable with my belief/disbelief.
My religion should be at a deeper level than
Harry Potter’s wizardry. I should believe with all my heart and soul.
It would affect every waking moment of my life.
I could not live my life the way I do now
if I truly believed.
I believe in sunshine, even at night.
I believe in stars, even when I can’t see them.
Why do I have such a hard time believing in eternal life?
Why do I put boundaries on God?
Why is the resurrection so difficult for me to conceive of?
Why is my faith so weak?
Help me, Lord, with my unbelief.